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2011年3月18日星期五

Last drop

oppss....is 2011 year and my blog had dead....
ermmm....which mean i will leave here and no more blog.....
okay....let make last two topic.....
one for the special one who alwis by my side
and onother one for NAIS one.....XD

Thank you
Dear special one,
Thanks for alwis be myside when i keep on pushing you away
Thanks for telling me that i can lay on you when i need you
Thanks for remember everything i told you
Thanks God that let me to meet you in my life
and i announce that you are in
and i promiss i wont push you away again
and i know you will see this
and i wanna tell you that i agree to maintain our frienship now and after
izzit too late to give you the answer after 3 years?
or you already forget what you had ask 3 years ago?
tell me if you still in =)


Apologize
Dear NAIS one,
i know you hurt now and so i am
im here to say sorry to you for what i have done
sorry that i spoilt the trust of us
sorry that i know too much kepo things and interupt your privacy
i know im wrong and can you forgive me?

if accept my apologise please accept this flower which called freesia
and this flower will show that im innocent and trust
to show im apologise with heart, you are allow to redeem one lolipop cake from me anytime
PEACE (-_-)v
FUCK OFF!!!!!!

2010年11月29日星期一

lifeless

life is tough
but i still live for life
stay tall to find the world that i born for

that day i sick
i hate the day most
it make me so suffer and lonely

i live with tissue and drama series
and i know this called alone

LIFELESS


recover but life stil havent change
i press SAVE AS and name it ALONE




hey frenz, sorry for SAVE AS
sorry for disappear
i might hav enough rest
thanks for still be there...

ALIVE

2010年11月16日星期二

无意中

无意中从他口中得知
原来你曾经安排~旅程

无意中才知道
原来你有用心~侧听

无意中才发现
原来你那么重视~友谊

抱歉~
我破坏了一切~拒绝
我以为那天我们的对话只是疯狂的假设
我不晓得你是很认真的
我以为那都是不会达成的建议

是我亲手丢掉了~信任

2010年11月14日星期日

I Have a Lover - eng/korean lyrics.

아직도  혼잔 거니 물어보네요 
Ah-jikdo nun honja guh-ni, moo-ruh bo-nei-yo
You ask me why I’m still alone
 그저 웃어요 사랑하고 있죠
nan keu-juh oo-suh-yo, sarang ha go itt-jyo
I just smile weakly 사랑하는 사람 있어요
sarang ha neun saram issuh-yo
I’m in love with someone
그대는 내가 안쓰러운건가 
Keu-dae neun nae-ga an-seu-ruh-oon-gun ga bwa
Yes I do have a lover
좋은 사람 있다면
Joh-eun saram issuh da myun
You look at me with worried eyes
한번 만나보라 말하죠
Han bun man na bora mal ha jyo
And tell me to meet someone nice
 그댄 모르죠 내게도 멋진
Keu dae moh-reu jyo nae gei do muht-jin
But you never know
애인이 있다는걸
Ae-inn-ee itt-da-neun gul
I already have someone special
너무 소중해  숨겨두었죠
Noh-moo soh-joong hae ggok soom gyul doo attjyo
So precious that I hide inside
 사람 나만 볼수 있어요
Keu saram na-man bol-soo issuh-yo
No one can see the man but me
 눈에만 보여요
Nae noon ei man boh yuh yo
He is only visible to my eyes
 입술에 영원히 담아둘거야
Nae eep sool ei youngwun-ee dam-ah-dool-goh ya
I will keep him inside forever
가끔씩 차오르는 눈물만 알고 있죠
Ga geum shik cha oh reu neun noon mool man, al-go-itt-jyo
Sometimes tears filling up my eyes says
 사람 그대라는걸
Geu saram keu dae ra neun gol
You are the one I cherish
나는  사람 갖고 싶지 않아요
Na neun keu saram kat-go ship-ji  an-a-yo
I don’t wanna have him
욕심 내지 않아요
Yok-shim nae ji an-a-yo
I don’t wanna be greedy
그냥 사랑하고 싶어요
Keu nyang sarang hago ship-uh-yo
Just let me love him the way i do
그댄 모르죠
Keu dae mo-reu-jyo
But you never know
내게도 멋진 애인이 있다는걸
Nae gei do mut-jin ae-in-ee itt-da-neun-gol
I already have someone special
너무 소중해  숨겨두었죠
No-moo so joong hae gok soom kyu doo ohtt-jyo
So precious that I hide inside

 사람 나만 볼수 있어요
Keu saram na-man bol-soo issuh-yo
No one can see the man but me
 눈에만 보여요
Nae noon ei man boy uh yo
He is only visible to my eyes
 입술에 영원히 담아둘거야
Nae eep sool ei youngwun-ee dam-ah-dool-goh ya
I will keep him inside forever
가끔씩 차오르는 눈물만 알고 있죠
Ga geum shik cha oh reu neun noon mool man al-go-itt-jyo
Sometimes tears filling my eyes says
 사람 그대라는걸
Geu saram keu dae ra neun gol
You are the one I cherish
알겠죠 나혼자아닌걸요안쓰러워말아요
al-getjyo na hon ja anin golyo, an seu ruh woh mal ah yo
I know, I am not alone, so don’t worry about me
언젠가는  사람 소개 할게요
Un jein ga neun keu saram so gei hal gei yo
Someday I’ll introduce him to you
이렇게 차오르는 눈물이 말하나요
Irokei cha-oh-reu-neun noon mool-ee mal-ha na yo
Can’t you see what these tears says
 사람 그대라는걸
Keu saram keu dae ra neun gol
You are the one I cherish

happy bufdaee boy~

那年。今年。。。。

我没庆祝您的生日。。

那以后呢?谁晓~

但还是祝你~生日快乐

2010年11月12日星期五

12/11/2010

morning bloggers....

who will be the first you miss after you wake up in the early morning?

i miss you *secret*

2010年11月3日星期三

hometown flooded...

Is happening again *roll my eye*
my hometown flooded.....haiz....
we can see from
i still remember that year the water around.....
i still remember i got to see the mouse swimming....
but now im wondering...
wish it will be settle before reach my house......
take care dear family....God bless alwiz yea....
miss you guys....

pray that your family also fine....
i saw the picture from newpapar...
although 3 year pass never really contact...
so from here, i send da wish to you and also your family......
take care alwiz =)

2010年10月23日星期六

你回来过

人家说 :“日有所思,夜有所梦”
在梦里,我见到了你。
你似有话要说,时而又止。
看着你对我笑着,我好开心。
渐渐的,你越来越模糊,然后离去。

好想紧紧抱着你,不放手。
但你却还是像上次一样一声不响,
留下我一个人,面对那无法痊愈的伤口。
让疼痛把我抽醒,从眼里挤出血丝。

好想拨电话给你,就算一句吃饱了没。
但同样的电话,同样的号码,而那里头已不是你。
还记得那天最后一次打给你,还有说有笑,但你怎么说走就走?

现在的我,想你了。

今夜的梦,你还会来吗?
有你的梦连睡觉都会笑。
好想就酱,睡到永远,也甘愿。

2010年9月6日星期一

没有在对的时间遇上对的人

时间对了 感觉对了 人却错了

这个时间我遇见了你
可是我并没有爱上你
习惯了你的好
习惯了你的存在

在你身边有很自然的舒服
你霸道的让我对你有感觉
习惯了你的眼神
习惯了你给的疼爱

“再靠近一点点,我就跟你走”

而你给的只有。。

遗憾。。。

2010年9月2日星期四

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当我的心真的在痛
眼泪快要流下来的时候
我会赶快抬头看看
这片漆黑黑的天空
是否有你带给我的那一闪光
哪怕是一颗星星也好
告诉我你还在我身旁
我知道那天你离去留下了思念给我
我潇洒我不哭,但我不坚强
我努力的装作不伤心
告诉自己你并没有带走我的世界


原谅我执着责怪上天的不公平
把你带走的太早
我宁愿把自己弄疼都要紧捉这思念
原谅我那么固执
任性的讨厌这世界


我恨自己无能为力的让你离去
我恨自己当初想你被疼痛环绕也不想让你离开
我恨自己很想你

2010年9月1日星期三

。。。。。。

原来我从来没有痊愈
如果自闭可以解决问题
那我愿意一辈子与人群隔离
我还是不懂如何表达
我还是不懂如何释放

我想变成大家喜欢的样子
我要变成你所喜欢的样子
我为别人伪装自己的样子

再怎么努力
我只会觉得很累很累
好想离开

我真的不想辜负你们
但我没有所谓的坚强

我真的很努力
但我很无助
我真的不懂如何坚持


一个人生活逻辑

在爱情的国度里

他说:“我们可看见骗子与傻子。”

我问他:“那你是骗子还是傻子?”

他只说:“浪子。”

心想【只有浪子不会是骗子也不会变傻子】

【一个人生活逻辑】

不要爱上我,我们只会互相伤害

2010年8月16日星期一

七夕

今天七夕情人节
而我怎么了?

没有星星
没有海浪
却多了一点点情绪

明白清楚感觉到
原来一个人也会寂寞

2010年7月7日星期三

是可而“止”
止为尽
所以没了

2010年7月4日星期日

错了

是你错还是我错?
是的,我错了~~

第一次我们的沟通方式
或许别人不懂`
但我看见了真心

望着你
我无言
我感动
我激动

心情无法平静下来

你的眼神
那还是那么尖锐
却多了点点笑容

而我笑了
谢谢

是神是仙
有机会我会克服我的胆怯
紧紧拥抱你




2010年5月26日星期三

weaker's word

that day we bcum friends and the story started be relate
i dun care how ppl said bout us since i trust our friendship
day going on and on and we sharing sum secret
and one day i found out that it different
im sorry i neglect to take good care of our frienship

nowaday
i will keep on looking at my phone
i like online and waiting you online
i knw sumthng wrong......

Sorry
im weaker

2010年4月28日星期三

放弃

听到不一样的声音
我以为我会相信

但原来不是不信
只是陌生人不会有信任


逃避了很久
不想勇敢面对

放空了很久
因为我明白知道

我在寻找
捉不到的未来

很失望自己的不理智
想要尝试不一样的期待

我放弃了
就像你放弃梦想一样

2010年4月16日星期五

@@

we are still young
we are still childish

mindset can make everythng change....

2010年4月15日星期四

Air feel

love to be alone is ME

YOU
treat me very good

YOU
giving hint 

~without full sentences~ im waiting

ME
ignore you

ME
hurt you

LAST 
you the one still warm me up

LAST
you make me do the right decision

LAST
i knw you are so important

NOW
i knw who the one

..........but is too LATE..........

i waste too much time to catch up
i waste too much time on others to get concern

SO NEAR YET SO FAR
OR
SO FAR YET SO NEAR

just left THANKS YOU within us
and SORRY that i spoilt everythng

EVERYTHNG BREAK~

2010年3月31日星期三

confident break?

is disappointed again......
when i knw sumthng that i really care from others but not u....
i knw im problem gurls.....but it really hurt...

is disappointed again......
when you try hard but fall again.....
i knw that im childish....

wad a disappointed life...........
can i really chill and go again.....?
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