Last drop

oppss....is 2011 year and my blog had dead....
ermmm....which mean i will leave here and no more blog.....
okay....let make last two topic.....
one for the special one who alwis by my side
and onother one for NAIS one.....XD

Thank you

Dear special one,
Thanks for alwis be myside when i keep on pushing you away
Thanks for telling me that i can lay on you when i need you
Thanks for remember everything i told you
Thanks God that let me to meet you in my life
and i announce that you are in
and i promiss i wont push you away again
and i know you will see this
and i wanna tell you that i agree to maintain our frienship now and after
izzit too late to give you the answer after 3 years?
or you already forget what you had ask 3 years ago?
tell me if you still in =)

Apologize

Dear NAIS one,
i know you hurt now and so i am
im here to say sorry to you for what i have done
sorry that i spoilt the trust of us
sorry that i know too much kepo things and interupt your privacy

i know im wrong and can you forgive me?

if accept my apologise please accept this flower which called freesia
and this flower will show that im innocent and trust
to show im apologise with heart, you are allow to redeem one lolipop cake from me anytime
PEACE (-_-)v
FUCK OFF!!!!!!

lifeless

life is tough

but i still live for life

stay tall to find the world that i born for

that day i sick

i hate the day most

it make me so suffer and lonely

i live with tissue and drama series

and i know this called alone

LIFELESS

recover but life stil havent change

i press SAVE AS and name it ALONE

hey frenz, sorry for SAVE AS

sorry for disappear

i might hav enough rest

thanks for still be there...

ALIVE

无意中

无意中从他口中得知
原来你曾经安排~旅程

无意中才知道
原来你有用心~侧听

无意中才发现
原来你那么重视~友谊

抱歉~
我破坏了一切~拒绝
我以为那天我们的对话只是疯狂的假设
我不晓得你是很认真的
我以为那都是不会达成的建议

是我亲手丢掉了~信任

happy bufdaee boy~

那年。今年。。。。

我没庆祝您的生日。。

那以后呢？谁晓~

但还是祝你~生日快乐

12/11/2010

morning bloggers....

who will be the first you miss after you wake up in the early morning?

i miss you *secret*

hometown flooded...

Is happening again *roll my eye*

my hometown flooded.....haiz....

we can see from

http://www.bernama.com/bernama/v5/newsindex.php?id=540429

http://www.freemalaysiatoday.com/fmt-english/news/general/12309-floods-hit-perlis-and-kedah-kelantan-could-be-next

i still remember that year the water around.....

i still remember i got to see the mouse swimming....

but now im wondering...

wish it will be settle before reach my house......

take care dear family....God bless alwiz yea....

miss you guys....

pray that your family also fine....

i saw the picture from newpapar...

although 3 year pass never really contact...

so from here, i send da wish to you and also your family......
take care alwiz =)

梦

你回来过

人家说 ：“日有所思，夜有所梦”
在梦里，我见到了你。
你似有话要说，时而又止。
看着你对我笑着，我好开心。
渐渐的，你越来越模糊，然后离去。

好想紧紧抱着你，不放手。
但你却还是像上次一样一声不响，
留下我一个人，面对那无法痊愈的伤口。
让疼痛把我抽醒，从眼里挤出血丝。

好想拨电话给你，就算一句吃饱了没。
但同样的电话，同样的号码，而那里头已不是你。
还记得那天最后一次打给你，还有说有笑，但你怎么说走就走？

现在的我，想你了。

今夜的梦，你还会来吗？
有你的梦连睡觉都会笑。
好想就酱，睡到永远，也甘愿。

lovely holiday

Hi everyone,
I'm back from my lovely holiday.
Love it or Hate it??
either
I want to share my holiday to you guys
it's awesome man

From the very start,
I go diving at TIOMAN.
see lots of fish....
I swear I had addicted to it.
even there only 4 dive for the trip,
but it bright my life up...
During the trip,
I had try to start dive and games non-stop for 8 hour.
Damn tired.....

After this trip,
I straight go clubbing at ARENA and go back Hometown...

Following,
I went Penang Cruise with my leh cheh frenz...
We plan, we spend and we go.
It was the first time I sit Honda Esclipe,
the first time I gambble....
the first time I sea sick....
the first time I'm in cruise...
the first time i play monopoly in card....
We go with excited and back with lame...
but this never make us sad,
because there were most happy things when we spend the time together with doing nothing...

Continue was Thailand..
this time I was go with 2 strangers which was frenz's frenz...
but also include 3 poker frenz la..
what else we do there???
playing, eating, drinking, tiger show and massage...
what i can say is only one word CRAZY...
http://www.jasonmng.com/2010/10/thailand-hatyai.html?spref=tw

After this,
so Penang with parents...
And i would like to show off here is "MY FATHER IS RICH"
At this shopping trip We didn't bought anythings, but my father do.
He bought 4 watch in one time...
one for his worker and 3 for my mother....
here i can feel that my mother was the most happy woman at that time.

In here,
I would like to say
this was the most happy holiday i had even...
hope to done this agian and again...

The part missing in this holiday was i left out grandpa's grave...
without you in my holiday, I feel lonely, but don't worry.
I know how to take care myself.
From far, you can see that I hav lots of frenz...
they alwiz accompany me and make my life.
wish that you got your life too...GOD BLESS
....I miss you as usual...
I LOVE YOU

* i will update again this blog with photo...
p/s：send me the photo

ENJOY THE DAY>>>LOVE YOU GUYS

没有在对的时间遇上对的人

时间对了 感觉对了 人却错了

这个时间我遇见了你
可是我并没有爱上你
习惯了你的好
习惯了你的存在

在你身边有很自然的舒服
你霸道的让我对你有感觉
习惯了你的眼神
习惯了你给的疼爱

“再靠近一点点，我就跟你走”

而你给的只有。。

遗憾。。。

371125025109

当我的心真的在痛
眼泪快要流下来的时候
我会赶快抬头看看
这片漆黑黑的天空
是否有你带给我的那一闪光
哪怕是一颗星星也好
告诉我你还在我身旁
我知道那天你离去留下了思念给我
我潇洒我不哭，但我不坚强
我努力的装作不伤心
告诉自己你并没有带走我的世界


原谅我执着责怪上天的不公平
把你带走的太早
我宁愿把自己弄疼都要紧捉这思念
原谅我那么固执
任性的讨厌这世界


我恨自己无能为力的让你离去
我恨自己当初想你被疼痛环绕也不想让你离开
我恨自己很想你

。。。。。。

原来我从来没有痊愈

如果自闭可以解决问题

那我愿意一辈子与人群隔离

我还是不懂如何表达

我还是不懂如何释放

我想变成大家喜欢的样子

我要变成你所喜欢的样子

我为别人伪装自己的样子

再怎么努力

我只会觉得很累很累

好想离开

我真的不想辜负你们

但我没有所谓的坚强

我真的很努力

但我很无助

我真的不懂如何坚持

七夕

今天七夕情人节
而我怎么了？

没有星星
没有海浪
却多了一点点情绪

明白清楚感觉到
原来一个人也会寂寞

止

是可而“止”

止为尽

所以没了

错了

是你错还是我错？

是的，我错了~~

第一次我们的沟通方式

或许别人不懂`

但我看见了真心

望着你

我无言

我感动

我激动

心情无法平静下来

你的眼神

那还是那么尖锐

却多了点点笑容

而我笑了

谢谢

是神是仙

有机会我会克服我的胆怯

紧紧拥抱你

weaker's word

that day we bcum friends and the story started be relate
i dun care how ppl said bout us since i trust our friendship
day going on and on and we sharing sum secret
and one day i found out that it different
im sorry i neglect to take good care of our frienship

nowaday
i will keep on looking at my phone
i like online and waiting you online
i knw sumthng wrong......

Sorry
im weaker

放弃

听到不一样的声音
我以为我会相信

但原来不是不信
只是陌生人不会有信任


逃避了很久
不想勇敢面对

放空了很久
因为我明白知道

我在寻找
捉不到的未来

很失望自己的不理智
想要尝试不一样的期待

我放弃了
就像你放弃梦想一样

@@

we are still young
we are still childish

mindset can make everythng change....

Air feel

love to be alone is ME

YOU

treat me very good

YOU

giving hint 

~without full sentences~ im waiting

ME

ignore you

ME

hurt you

LAST 

you the one still warm me up

LAST

you make me do the right decision

LAST

i knw you are so important

NOW

i knw who the one

..........but is too LATE..........

i waste too much time to catch up

i waste too much time on others to get concern

SO NEAR YET SO FAR

OR

SO FAR YET SO NEAR

just left THANKS YOU within us

and SORRY that i spoilt everythng

EVERYTHNG BREAK~

@@

worst to the worst....
life is so kidding...
you dont even knw wad happen next...

confident break?

is disappointed again......
when i knw sumthng that i really care from others but not u....
i knw im problem gurls.....but it really hurt...

is disappointed again......
when you try hard but fall again.....
i knw that im childish....

wad a disappointed life...........
can i really chill and go again.....?