break everything

everyone got their night now......sweet and tight

i dunno what happen to me and im still awake here

i really try hard to be a part but everytime i fail

i break everything_____

im alwiz force myself to be better 

am i wrong?? i alwiz asking myself this question and i get no answer

WTF what wrong with me!!! i really dunno......

i really dunno how to express my feeling____fucking idot

mayb i should be numb the whole life....

i should nt having any feeling to anyone anything anytime

what fault i changing and giving concern and sharing caring??

why i alwiz making myself in trouble?? suffering myself???

i lose my mind now......

i knw i should nt think it like that but i lose control tonight

u guys alwiz break me

the concern u guys gv r too heavy to me

u guys teaching me that trust again human r too far

i cant even touch it ____im hurting

value of a human cause everything

if you hav the value, u get everything u want

so i knw who am i.....i never ask for anythings

im unbalance but this is my life

for my luv part, it's complicated

already 21 year i born but i never ever cerebrate any v-day

relationship is weak to me

i dunno how contribute to each other

i alwiz hurt others-----

so i alwiz push other away

i do alwiz think that relationship such a trick to me

god alwiz joke

i knw im troble person

im alwiz make myself in troble

i knw every blame of mine cause everythng

im nt emo_____just i dunno how to espress myself

so avoid any troble to other....i rather be alone

my life = joke

EVERYTHNG

try to write sumthng here---feel hate to wait

EVERYTHNG change faster, im already 21(-___-)

im also change but i define it as grown

nowaday i knw what mean stress, so i regret EVERYTHNG

EVERYTHNG is different

even my thinking----straight cahnge
it's hard for me to believe anymore

dun try to fix it cause it useless

there is no EVERYTHNG in the blog anymore

nobody will knw the truth

i hate to becum public topic

i prefer alone more den the care that make me stress

love also nt EVERYTHNG

no love no hurt i alwiz uphold this statement

love no more important in my life

love like nothing

i will keep EVERYTHNG in secret

never show never tell

showing off is useless

nobody understanding

whatever I DUN CARE

近朱者赤近墨者黑

近朱者赤近墨者黑

不同的人拥有不同的想法和领悟。

你向去那一边就变成那一边的人。

不是说离开和放弃那些帮不到你的人，
而是让自己有个新改变和不在原地踏步。

不要让那些一直对你有期望的人失望。

countdown wish

5 more hour to go

but i knw what i wish wont cum true

busy consider everythng

surprise is too far from me

i wish myself an early 

HAPPEE BUFDAY_____

alone

谁是谁？

我已经渐渐分不清

当同样的感觉出现

由不同的人带领

我该有同样的期待吗？

谁是谁

谁明白？

一个人好寂寞