lovely holiday

Hi everyone,
I'm back from my lovely holiday.
Love it or Hate it??
either
I want to share my holiday to you guys
it's awesome man

From the very start,
I go diving at TIOMAN.
see lots of fish....
I swear I had addicted to it.
even there only 4 dive for the trip,
but it bright my life up...
During the trip,
I had try to start dive and games non-stop for 8 hour.
Damn tired.....

After this trip,
I straight go clubbing at ARENA and go back Hometown...

Following,
I went Penang Cruise with my leh cheh frenz...
We plan, we spend and we go.
It was the first time I sit Honda Esclipe,
the first time I gambble....
the first time I sea sick....
the first time I'm in cruise...
the first time i play monopoly in card....
We go with excited and back with lame...
but this never make us sad,
because there were most happy things when we spend the time together with doing nothing...

Continue was Thailand..
this time I was go with 2 strangers which was frenz's frenz...
but also include 3 poker frenz la..
what else we do there???
playing, eating, drinking, tiger show and massage...
what i can say is only one word CRAZY...
http://www.jasonmng.com/2010/10/thailand-hatyai.html?spref=tw

After this,
so Penang with parents...
And i would like to show off here is "MY FATHER IS RICH"
At this shopping trip We didn't bought anythings, but my father do.
He bought 4 watch in one time...
one for his worker and 3 for my mother....
here i can feel that my mother was the most happy woman at that time.

In here,
I would like to say
this was the most happy holiday i had even...
hope to done this agian and again...

The part missing in this holiday was i left out grandpa's grave...
without you in my holiday, I feel lonely, but don't worry.
I know how to take care myself.
From far, you can see that I hav lots of frenz...
they alwiz accompany me and make my life.
wish that you got your life too...GOD BLESS
....I miss you as usual...
I LOVE YOU

* i will update again this blog with photo...
p/s：send me the photo

ENJOY THE DAY>>>LOVE YOU GUYS

认真的幸福

还记得他是这么写的“当你写下的文字，一上线，就属于公共财”

我很欣赏他，所以我决定与大家分享一些公共财。

当然放上线的原因是要给人看，给人懂。

虽然，不否认有时候当人家引用而得到的回应比原创多时，心里会不平衡。

心里会在想，他凭什么！！！

但，当一切变成回忆时，你再回想，当时的不甘也不过如此。

时间是最好的答案，但我们永远学不会。

我们要的永远不觉得多，有了一个，再要一个，但我们却不晓得我们得到的已经很多很多。

不知足的人不会晓得只要认真的拥有，就算只有一个，也比很多很多来得多。

现在的我知道认真的活着是种幸福。

没有在对的时间遇上对的人

时间对了 感觉对了 人却错了

这个时间我遇见了你
可是我并没有爱上你
习惯了你的好
习惯了你的存在

在你身边有很自然的舒服
你霸道的让我对你有感觉
习惯了你的眼神
习惯了你给的疼爱

“再靠近一点点，我就跟你走”

而你给的只有。。

遗憾。。。

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当我的心真的在痛
眼泪快要流下来的时候
我会赶快抬头看看
这片漆黑黑的天空
是否有你带给我的那一闪光
哪怕是一颗星星也好
告诉我你还在我身旁
我知道那天你离去留下了思念给我
我潇洒我不哭，但我不坚强
我努力的装作不伤心
告诉自己你并没有带走我的世界


原谅我执着责怪上天的不公平
把你带走的太早
我宁愿把自己弄疼都要紧捉这思念
原谅我那么固执
任性的讨厌这世界


我恨自己无能为力的让你离去
我恨自己当初想你被疼痛环绕也不想让你离开
我恨自己很想你

。。。。。。

原来我从来没有痊愈

如果自闭可以解决问题

那我愿意一辈子与人群隔离

我还是不懂如何表达

我还是不懂如何释放

我想变成大家喜欢的样子

我要变成你所喜欢的样子

我为别人伪装自己的样子

再怎么努力

我只会觉得很累很累

好想离开

我真的不想辜负你们

但我没有所谓的坚强

我真的很努力

但我很无助

我真的不懂如何坚持