酱的我已好久没出现在群众了

我以为封闭了就会忘了

我以为你可以让我忘了

原来我会怀念

然后疼痛

而我只选择

沉默一个人

唯一的心情因你的忙碌沉淀

留下那漂浮的感觉

只想让自己堕落

因为这是我疼自己的方式

dunno chinese

going on

sometime never say

because i realize

FRIENDSHIP

but doesn't mean nt hurt

sometime i really try

because i do hope

MIRACLE

but it just a dream

___whatever___

life still going on

heart still going on

day

as usual i love the night

dark in mind with silence mood

nobody around and im alone

___thinking____

computer still on but setting away

watch you come and go

but never stop to be free

______waiting______

writing and telling as always

never sending but save in hardisk

file make my life alive

______document______

there is no way to go

it hard to switch on the light

better to ignore and huge the pillow tight

______escape_______

imagine the day

you temperature melting my heart

25/01/2010_2:03am

Now, is in midnight 2:03am_ i just cum bac from outside.

I still awake, i do decide to write my first blog in 2010 as open ceremony.

As usual, im sitting in front of the computer,facing the room alone__thinking___

This few day, im quite busy with my brain.

Many thngs, many work, i still havent done and there also lots decision need me to make.

Beside, I also need to understand from many view many situation.

Once i steps wrong, it will effect everythng.

Life's tiring.

Sometime i feel that im so difference___syaitan___

sometime i try to break everything after being fix____whatever____

i really dunno hw a life can be____hopeless___

You are busy.

online_____away_____busy_____

i cant even stole ur time.

SORRY cum into my ear and my mind reasonable ACCEPT

my heart keep another secret______sad_____

Understanding.

Reason bring the answer with fact without what we want.

it make clear the unbalance of me.

You___work____busy_____related

so i keep my pissed feeling away

i know there is no agreement that u alwiz be there

Soul,

i want tell u what going on.

i need you to tell me what to do.

please gv me time___to share

i miss you_as usual_

stranger

2009-2010

Life move on.....

here the end of 2009.....

preview...

We had an exciting 2009 ain’t we? 

Let see...issues :

• Obama Barrack is the first Black to be the President of the United State.
• The death of Michael Jackson.
• Transformer: Revenge of the Fallen.(Avatar better??)
• Mongolia girl murdered and linked to Jib Jib
• Power crisis in Perak
• a mystery of Teoh Beng Hock

 For me......

i have my fun life this year....

gain lots things.....

erm....

• Visited many places (Redang.....luv)
• Met many beautiful peoples (Iraq guys, beach boyzz, Gor Gor, Laogongzai)

See i got most special in this year......*happy*

i would like to thanks the person who buy me.....

thankx for the blue label...muackss

THANKZZZ GOD....

you bring me alots...

u life me up.....

Now.....i make my target for 2010...............

life should be better better

my target should be done one by one ....

• slim (i know is weird to say that but i boleh try)
• license for diving (advance)
• success Shibian3
• study in right way (i promiss i will change my lazy pattern)
• OMnia 2...haha *i got my blackberry curve d
• Lumix (someone wanna sponser me?)(^___^)
  

• travel oversea(at least singapora)
  
• earn my own money
• learn thai boxing
• having a car (stable to go around)
• having special 21's birthday party *i get suprise and thanks a lots (sorry for no time)
  
• cerebrate christmas at singapore
• can i ask for boyfriends? (silence mode)

 hope that i can success all the target....

all the best.....

2010.....I'm cuming....