Air feel

love to be alone is ME

YOU

treat me very good

YOU

giving hint 

~without full sentences~ im waiting

ME

ignore you

ME

hurt you

LAST 

you the one still warm me up

LAST

you make me do the right decision

LAST

i knw you are so important

NOW

i knw who the one

..........but is too LATE..........

i waste too much time to catch up

i waste too much time on others to get concern

SO NEAR YET SO FAR

OR

SO FAR YET SO NEAR

just left THANKS YOU within us

and SORRY that i spoilt everythng

EVERYTHNG BREAK~

confident break?

is disappointed again......
when i knw sumthng that i really care from others but not u....
i knw im problem gurls.....but it really hurt...

is disappointed again......
when you try hard but fall again.....
i knw that im childish....

wad a disappointed life...........
can i really chill and go again.....?

promiss

you are special...i tell you before, but mayb you dun ever remember that...

but you alwiz disappointed me.....i thinks you dunno that......

i also tell you before "you are not SWEET at all".....

and i said i just want your concern.....

but you told me "if i dun care i wont even chat at all"

at that time, i was.....sweat@@.....i dunno wad respond should i gv..

i told myself....well this is the SPECIAL guys that you care....

mood down with disappointed disappointed disappointed .....

and here i wanna apologize.......SORRY

i dunno that you in hurt and face the worst problem...

i dunno that you had already try your best...

now i juz get the alone that you mean...

mayb nw i can understand your character at that time...

you nt that bad that i tot....jus the way u used to release....

happy that you WAKE UP.....

and so i promiss that stan tall.....

watching each other.....

day will be better n better.....CHILL alwiz....

stranger care

nothing

dear nothing,
here is better for me to write some opinion.
what i wanna to say is we have different thinking.
your thinking is more on happy go luck but not mine.
this doesnt mean that im not happy.
is just i thinks more further before i go done a thngs.
i dun thinks life is short so regret should nt be come after it.
every time, every moment, bad thinking in my mind is nt that always.
i just thinks the negative before the positive.
i always have the mindset that positive will be seen but negative no.
i need to avoid the happening before it happen.
if really cant avoid, at least i get prepare.
i really care my life.
i want a good life not only now but also furture.
everything will get after you give.