warm word

somethings run over my mind......
telling me that i do need a hug to get warm.....
somebody will always be there for me....
thankz everyone who saw my word and trying to give me a hug.....

smile

There is a question run over my mine....."do i happy?"
shit!!i have no answer on it....
everytime i smile, i will ask myself..."izzit i smile because i'm happy?"
there is also still question mark..........arghh.....
everytime word from my heart will remind silence......until the end
you know what...the world is dark in colour.....
when you treat other honestly, there is the feeling of hurt coming afterward
In my theory is "if you didn't touch it you won't get hurt"
..............so......i'm still in my own world.......ALONE.....
...back off from me if you intention to apply those feeling to me!!!!
the care from others is too dangerous to get hurt.......
i will rather to choose lonely better than caring.....at lease no tear.....

decision making

Those day, someone telling me that there is no right or wrong....the correctness of the decision is judge by the time it make...if you make the decision in the right time, the decision will consider right.....i know i learn a lots....i know i become more realistic... i know i am changing but this consider grown up, maybe ....no one will make the conclusion until the end.....there is lots of people talking about me right now, i know that....but if you are me, what will you do? How many people can you make them keep their mouth shut? i don't thinks you can make better than me...If you ask me whether this statement i make is to tell those people, i may loudly tell you that YES I AM....

...............

some word is use to keep but not to say

Holla holla

Baby
I know you're hurting right now. I'm sorry.You are holla holla at girls but it should not be me. I know you love me like no one can and you will be my superman if i close the eyes and lets you take my hand but baby i can't.We are different. I'm not believe in love and heartless but I'm happy that you promise you'll be there everyday but baby there are many things showing that we not belong to each others. Yea they are right, she sweet, she kind, she jokes, she love you but she gonna hurt you like no one does. So, forget her smile and out of love. She don't know what love is and she just failed the test.She do make you blooding all the night. See, she isn't perfect as u want. So you just leave her behind. You can start all over and just press rewind cause she can't rise your lamboghini. Do you hate me? I guarantee you baby, I'm not the one you need. You holding you right and you can change your plans. All you got to do is leave me. I'm Chinese baby. I'm gonna leave my superman.

I MISS YOU

stranger

a story start when she was tired
she feel tired when he start running in her mind
those feeling hold for 2month then they started relate
the knowing of each other is used to solve her tiring
there are conversation between them
ya is just a stranger conversation but its warm
and yesterday he is in relationship with her
she can feel the happiness come from him
and a word that he said "im so sayang her"
she know that he is good partner
thanks you my stranger(^____^)