2009-2010

Life move on.....

here the end of 2009.....

preview...

We had an exciting 2009 ain’t we? 

Let see...issues :

• Obama Barrack is the first Black to be the President of the United State.
• The death of Michael Jackson.
• Transformer: Revenge of the Fallen.(Avatar better??)
• Mongolia girl murdered and linked to Jib Jib
• Power crisis in Perak
• a mystery of Teoh Beng Hock

 For me......

i have my fun life this year....

gain lots things.....

erm....

• Visited many places (Redang.....luv)
• Met many beautiful peoples (Iraq guys, beach boyzz, Gor Gor, Laogongzai)

See i got most special in this year......*happy*

i would like to thanks the person who buy me.....

thankx for the blue label...muackss

THANKZZZ GOD....

you bring me alots...

u life me up.....

Now.....i make my target for 2010...............

life should be better better

my target should be done one by one ....

• slim (i know is weird to say that but i boleh try)
• license for diving (advance)
• success Shibian3
• study in right way (i promiss i will change my lazy pattern)
• OMnia 2...haha *i got my blackberry curve d
• Lumix (someone wanna sponser me?)(^___^)
  

• travel oversea(at least singapora)
  
• earn my own money
• learn thai boxing
• having a car (stable to go around)
• having special 21's birthday party *i get suprise and thanks a lots (sorry for no time)
  
• cerebrate christmas at singapore
• can i ask for boyfriends? (silence mode)

 hope that i can success all the target....

all the best.....

2010.....I'm cuming....

。。。。。。

那感觉是可耻的

是自己对自己的一种伤害

明知道却自甘堕落

是因为我们都还年轻吗？

心·泪·你的特别

Merry Christmas

Christmas waves a magic wand over this world, and behold, everything is softer and more beautiful- Norman Vincent Peale 

I do wish the special of this christmas

so i dream..........

Jesus come......

Jesus,

I have lots things to tell you

I need you to fix me up

Maybe you can just find a person for me to cry

Let me know that i'm still alive

Telling me that it's not true

Just i'm in the wrong position

do ask someone to hurt me

let me know that my blood can warm me up

show me the way to let me become myself

Jesus, i need you.....

I have my lonely Christmas this year

without any present 

but it doesn't break me down =)

  

ANyway, 

Jesus happy birthday......

love you...

HOHOHO Marry Christmas

家

“夏说：秋接冬回春归家”

心在那，哪就是家

心还在吗？

space

life gone.....

             just left black and white

        that day we feel the sama

i start to fill you in

stranger

space from you make me warm

i need to talk

mayb one day i will fix the box story

moment

 

每当这个时候

心终会寂寞

我的天空

该由谁明白？

nobody know that it's pain

cause no one can be me

conversation

my friend ask me

"will you feel tired with the way you treat others?"
"why you wanna to care this and that for the decision you make?"

but they don't understand

my mind

"i'm heartless and i have no feeling on the feeling"
"cause i do thinks there is a better solution avoid other to be hurt"

and i ask

"do my answer apply in your question?"

conclusion

*silence

starbuck with someone

17 December 2009

11 anniversary of starbuck

i do wish someone can bring me go

may i?

love in starbuck

hold the emo in hand

addicted to you

that why i'm keep waiting you in the middle of the night

stranger

it's complicated

word

someone told me that "if you don't try, you won't miss"

but why i still prefer ALONE

talent of human are nothing

[才能不是天生的]
eveyone have their talent
the use of talent define how people judge on you
so please behave when you use your talent
the way you use will cause the death of your own

Everybody also an art themself
they way they use is their style
dun use your style to battle other style
cause you never ever know who will bit you down

what i gonna say is do remember the origin of you
human being are the same(nothing)
so dun try to do the things that laughing on you own
dun waste your time in showing off

离不开的伤害

夜里有两行逃离不了的泪/这是我喊不出名字的伤悲/

梦里有一场伤心欲绝的画面/照着你的剧本反复上演/

伤害我，你快乐吗？/我知道我只能自问自答/
你总是几句没有诚意的话/就要我把恐惧放下/
伤害我，你快乐吗？/我知道我只能自问自答/
你还是一样外表如此潇洒/我独自受惩罚 受惩罚

——歌曲《伤害我，年快乐吗？》

stories

Recently,
i seldom showing my word in blog...
it seem im so busy....
it seem im changing myself....
it seem im leaving emo life.....

and

what i gonna say is im still alone...
even he is calling me "lXXXO" but he not even hold me tight....
even he is telling me that "i XXX you" but it just a sound from mouth......

there is also someone who saying that im hurting him before
and i was OMG, when i done that???i have no idea......

but

another thing i wanna say is we close than before
he have his life and i have mine (happy ending)
we are stranger with open hearted
we talk more often.....
i do hope you take me in.....

last,

i do clearly state that he is special in my life....
until now he keep become better in my mind.....
im very happy that you here.....thanks

even
boys like girls....
two is better than one....
but i more prefer ONE
one malaysia