25/01/2010_2:03am

Now, is in midnight 2:03am_ i just cum bac from outside.

I still awake, i do decide to write my first blog in 2010 as open ceremony.

As usual, im sitting in front of the computer,facing the room alone__thinking___

This few day, im quite busy with my brain.

Many thngs, many work, i still havent done and there also lots decision need me to make.

Beside, I also need to understand from many view many situation.

Once i steps wrong, it will effect everythng.

Life's tiring.

Sometime i feel that im so difference___syaitan___

sometime i try to break everything after being fix____whatever____

i really dunno hw a life can be____hopeless___

You are busy.

online_____away_____busy_____

i cant even stole ur time.

SORRY cum into my ear and my mind reasonable ACCEPT

my heart keep another secret______sad_____

Understanding.

Reason bring the answer with fact without what we want.

it make clear the unbalance of me.

You___work____busy_____related

so i keep my pissed feeling away

i know there is no agreement that u alwiz be there

Soul,

i want tell u what going on.

i need you to tell me what to do.

please gv me time___to share

i miss you_as usual_

stranger