我是谁?

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thinkins is better when it is deep than shallow; through rather than superficial

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Plurk

2010年2月23日星期二

分手需要练习的

谈起关于你的话题
终于可以不用缺席
甚至还表现得不再关心
从前你是伤的痕迹
现在不过是场回忆
忽远 忽近

*我怕的是低潮来袭
这城市哪里够隐密
藏住我突然想哭的情绪
宁愿失去斗志勇气
好过和你冷战推挤
这样 谁输得起

Chorus
原来分手是需要练习的
等时间久了会变勇敢的
你慢慢出走
我渐渐放手
这不就是
我们要的自由

Chorus2
原来分手是需要练习的
等伤口好了会变轻松的
海阔天空 不残留一点痛
回头看怕懦弱
往前走怕坠落
但我一定能学会
在想你的时候 不难过

请不要把分手变成练习题

nothing

dear nothing,
here is better for me to write some opinion.
what i wanna to say is we have different thinking.
your thinking is more on happy go luck but not mine.
this doesnt mean that im not happy.
is just i thinks more further before i go done a thngs.
i dun thinks life is short so regret should nt be come after it.
every time, every moment, bad thinking in my mind is nt that always.
i just thinks the negative before the positive.
i always have the mindset that positive will be seen but negative no.
i need to avoid the happening before it happen.
if really cant avoid, at least i get prepare.
i really care my life.
i want a good life not only now but also furture.
everything will get after you give.

2010年2月22日星期一

=)

is time now
stop and start
u make the furture

2010年2月21日星期日

shallow

some time i give myself a good excuse
"im too young to handle this"
but if thinks deeper
im not too young,
just my world is too shallow
lazy alwiz make shit

有些东西失去了,该如何找回?
然而迷失了,星星会是所剩的指南针吗?

我后悔了。
我后悔没坚持我的梦。

梦没了,
开始变得不自我了。

是现实毁了我的梦。
很想报复的我无能为力。

我明白我要走的路,
所以我没努力阻止。
但是我渐渐发现
我没了( )( )

我该诉苦于谁?
期望的人吗?
陪伴的人吗?
努力的人吗?

不!!
期望会失望。
陪伴会失落。
努力会破灭。

我只能埋在心底。
告诉自己你失去梦,
所以你会在乎。
当你有一天得到时,
梦只不过如此。
笑容随梦而飞
有些话不该说出口=生活

2010年2月16日星期二

break everything

everyone got their night now......sweet and tight
i dunno what happen to me and im still awake here
i really try hard to be a part but everytime i fail
i break everything_____
im alwiz force myself to be better 
am i wrong?? i alwiz asking myself this question and i get no answer
WTF what wrong with me!!! i really dunno......
i really dunno how to express my feeling____fucking idot
mayb i should be numb the whole life....
i should nt having any feeling to anyone anything anytime
what fault i changing and giving concern and sharing caring??
why i alwiz making myself in trouble?? suffering myself???

i lose my mind now......
i knw i should nt think it like that but i lose control tonight
u guys alwiz break me
the concern u guys gv r too heavy to me
u guys teaching me that trust again human r too far
i cant even touch it ____im hurting
value of a human cause everything
if you hav the value, u get everything u want
so i knw who am i.....i never ask for anythings
im unbalance but this is my life

for my luv part, it's complicated
already 21 year i born but i never ever cerebrate any v-day
relationship is weak to me
i dunno how contribute to each other
i alwiz hurt others-----
so i alwiz push other away
i do alwiz think that relationship such a trick to me
god alwiz joke

i knw im troble person
im alwiz make myself in troble
i knw every blame of mine cause everythng
im nt emo_____just i dunno how to espress myself
so avoid any troble to other....i rather be alone

my life = joke

2010年2月9日星期二

EVERYTHNG

try to write sumthng here---feel hate to wait

EVERYTHNG change faster, im already 21(-___-)
im also change but i define it as grown
nowaday i knw what mean stress, so i regret EVERYTHNG

EVERYTHNG is different
even my thinking----straight cahnge
it's hard for me to believe anymore
dun try to fix it cause it useless

there is no EVERYTHNG in the blog anymore
nobody will knw the truth
i hate to becum public topic
i prefer alone more den the care that make me stress

love also nt EVERYTHNG
no love no hurt i alwiz uphold this statement
love no more important in my life
love like nothing

i will keep EVERYTHNG in secret
never show never tell
showing off is useless
nobody understanding
whatever I DUN CARE


2010年2月4日星期四

近朱者赤近墨者黑


近朱者赤近墨者黑
不同的人拥有不同的想法和领悟。

你向去那一边就变成那一边的人。
不是说离开和放弃那些帮不到你的人,
而是让自己有个新改变和不在原地踏步。

不要让那些一直对你有期望的人失望。

2010年2月1日星期一

countdown wish

5 more hour to go
but i knw what i wish wont cum true
busy consider everythng
surprise is too far from me
i wish myself an early 
HAPPEE BUFDAY_____

alone

谁是谁?

我已经渐渐分不清
当同样的感觉出现
由不同的人带领
我该有同样的期待吗?

谁是谁
谁明白?

一个人好寂寞
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