break everything

everyone got their night now......sweet and tight

i dunno what happen to me and im still awake here

i really try hard to be a part but everytime i fail

i break everything_____

im alwiz force myself to be better 

am i wrong?? i alwiz asking myself this question and i get no answer

WTF what wrong with me!!! i really dunno......

i really dunno how to express my feeling____fucking idot

mayb i should be numb the whole life....

i should nt having any feeling to anyone anything anytime

what fault i changing and giving concern and sharing caring??

why i alwiz making myself in trouble?? suffering myself???

i lose my mind now......

i knw i should nt think it like that but i lose control tonight

u guys alwiz break me

the concern u guys gv r too heavy to me

u guys teaching me that trust again human r too far

i cant even touch it ____im hurting

value of a human cause everything

if you hav the value, u get everything u want

so i knw who am i.....i never ask for anythings

im unbalance but this is my life

for my luv part, it's complicated

already 21 year i born but i never ever cerebrate any v-day

relationship is weak to me

i dunno how contribute to each other

i alwiz hurt others-----

so i alwiz push other away

i do alwiz think that relationship such a trick to me

god alwiz joke

i knw im troble person

im alwiz make myself in troble

i knw every blame of mine cause everythng

im nt emo_____just i dunno how to espress myself

so avoid any troble to other....i rather be alone

my life = joke